Just bloggin'.

So yesterday marked the four week mark of my treatment which means I am officially one third [or possibly half, but it's not looking too good] of the way through. I'm feeling really good about that because -- I'll be honest -- I've been struggling. I missed my first treatment this week and while I feel like I was justified [I'm getting a cold I think and I've been really rough this week with the cuddling the toilet all night instead of sleeping, etc] I still felt like I was letting everyone who keeps telling me they 'believe in me' down.

It's 6:03am and I've been awake since around 2:45, I actually got a pretty decent sleep compared to the last few days so I'm fairly happy about that. I'm hoping to meet a friend for lunch today but whether or not I manage that remains to be seen.

In unrelated news, I'm thinking of cutting bangs in again. My hair has gotten super long and I really want to keep growing it but I have the 'cutting itch' at the moment and I figure it's better to just cut my fringe than to cut it all off which is what would end up happening if I got a 'real' hair cut. Also, I think sidebangs suits me [when I can be bothered styling them and not just tossing them back in bobbypins but lets be honest I put my hair back in the 'pouffe' style regardless so it's not like it would really make that much of a difference] and I've delved into the depths of my computer to give to you these photos, for judgement!

As you can see, as of recently it's gotten really long but it also tends to remain more-or-less unstyled since there isn't anything you can do with hair once it passes your shoulders. It gets heavy and really a pain in the ass to manage, so it tends to either just go into a ponytail, stay out and look really unkempt, or be pinned back like in the last photo. I also really love red hair on me and I wish I could afford to dye it again, stupid being sick! haha!

To completely hop to yet another topic [I get very random when I'm sleep deprived] the newest Questionable Content had me in stitches for literally 5 minutes. I'm not sure if it's because I know quite a few geeky guys of my own or what the deal is, but yeah I really do love Angus and think he's adorable and that comic is just so so hilarious.

Anyway I'm going to go shower now and attempt to make myself energized enough to leave the house today.

xx. A.